Childhood trauma causes more issues for the children involved. I hope my 27 years and counting of stories of myself help others to keep going. A lot of them I never thought I’d come back from. Therapy has helped me a lot but it also took me 25 years to actually fully commit. Healing is at your own pace. It’s okay you are taking it one breath at a time, but never be afraid to reach out for help. I should’ve when I was a kid and I now know my life would’ve been completely different, but your story also makes you who you are today.