I hate them.

I’m not even kidding I have 10 probably I’ve pushed off for way too long. I should be on the phone with some now. Here I sit writing this instead. I just got off the phone with my insurance, I actually answered and not let it go straight to voicemail. Honestly here lately that’s what I’ve been doing. Is it helpful, absolutely not. Over stimulation raises anxiety on top of already high anxiety when it comes to people . It’s an excuse, thanks to therapy I can admit when excuses fall out of my mouth. It however makes me proud to say that, in my sessions I can hear myself and the excuses coming out. Honestly though I know I also hear myself talking like a fool on the phone. Why do you ask? Bad jokes are my life, keeps me sane. However I’m not always funny, my daughter will tell you that, I know because she tells me it to my face.. Also let’s be honest who wants to be answering health questions with a stranger for 45 per say minutes.